Bloderen Will Contain a Very Different Kind of Challenge

The other day Gamespot reported that From Software is putting in a new game plus mode and they’re currently having trouble beating it.

Initially, that sounds very exciting. Difficulty is an important factor those games, so carry the tradition over to what is called the spiritual successor of Dark Souls (And 2, I suppose) is only common sense.

However that excitement soon turns into concern. They’re having trouble beating their own game. So what? They said that Dark Souls 2 would be just as challenging

In a hands-on first impression, Ollie Barder from wrote that due to the slight change in combat focus than the game will actually be more challenging.

A different kind of challenge, that is. Bloodborne won’t allow players to block attacks. That would be a huge challenge for players who were more comfortable in Dark Souls donning heavy armor and shields and let people smack them around to no avail; It was easy to play passively.

At first, this new mechanic sounds right up my ally. I preferred to move quickly and dodge attacks. The fast paced combat drew me in and was much more exciting. However, there were times I still relied on my shield, knowing that blocking one attack would easily lead me to victory, even though those times were very few and far between.

Difficulty in the Dark Souls games is a funny thing. I remember when Demon’s Souls came out, I found it very tricky and difficult, but by the time the player gets to the end of the game, they’ll have spent so much time perfecting their techniques and maneuvers, and they’ll likely be decked out in all the best gear that the end content felt like child’s play. Heck, after finishing both Dark Souls 1 and 2, I revisited Demon’s Souls and played through the game solo almost the entire way. That game has become a major push-over after recent iterations.

Dark Soul’s 2 was a much different kind of difficulty. At face value, it’s hard to determine if it’s easier or harder than the first Dark Souls. On the one hand, enemies cease to respawn, creating a mentality that no matter how strong or weak the player is, they’ll eventually disappear, making the path to the boss virtually free of all resistance, in turn, decreasing the urgency to hold on to souls collected. On the other hand, the bosses are devastating monstrosities that border along the impossible to beat alone. My first play through, I didn’t beat a single boss without the help of friends. And then it hit me: Dark Souls 2 was much more geared towards cooperative multiplayer; Teamwork is required to finish the game. Even the competitive multiplayer felt almost nonexistent. It was all about bringing along friends to beat the ridiculous bosses at the end. The bosses in Souls 2’s DLC were especially exciting.

The feeling of accomplishment in the Souls games, I feel, is wildly understated. Yes, you feel accomplished, but walking throughout the world carries such a greater weight after progressing through to a certain point. You feel that you are a champion, and you are the best player in the game. At some point, when players get invaded by other players, they might gain a grin of excitement and say out loud, “Bring it on.”

Watching game-play footage of Bloodborne shows just how fast-paced the game will be, and it is indeed a much faster game. This is certainly the game that I will buy a PS4 for.

Back to Basics – When All Else Fails, Start Over Completely

As a writer, I go through phases. There are times that I’ll sit down and spend hours on end working on something, and sit around about ten times longer not writing, only thinking of writing, and watching YouTube videos about it, and getting jealous and angry at my peers for producing something, only to eventually justifying my lack of productivity by convincing myself that writing is dumb and only naïve and delusional people do it, which isn’t necessarily wrong but <ahem>… So lately, I’ve been giving myself exercises hoping my writing will improve.

Full disclosure: I think I’m a terrible writer. However, I do believe that hard work pays off. I heard a quote recently by [some guy] that said, “hard work trumps talent any way.” That quote made me feel better.

I’ve been following game design a bit. Extra Credits has a great series where they talk about how to become a game designer. They’re targeted for the beginning designers whom they give bits of advice to. In almost every game design video they feature, they carry one common axiom: Think small, think simple.

For example: A designers first game should be nothing more than ten seconds of a character moving across the screen. Think of the very first level from Super Mario Bros. That could be the entire first game. That’s it. That’s all a designer should do for the first game. The second game, expand.

The more I thought about these design principles, I thought about how I could apply that axiom to my own writing: Think small, think simple.

So I gave myself an exercise. I went back to the very, very, VERY basics with writing. I decided use the most basic elements that make a story function as an actual story: A beginning, a middle, and an end, so set forth by Aristotle. I didn’t even think of the details in the story. I picked up a note book and wrote out some numbers, a 1, a 2, and 3, vertically, as if I was writing a list, and I filled them in. Two followed one, and three followed two. I was going for the simplest, most unsophisticated story possible. Here’s what I came up with:

  • Guy goes to girls house.
  • Girl hear’s a noise and gets scared.
  • Guy investigates and it turns out to be a cat. Later they eat cake. And have sex.

And that’s my story: It begins, there’s a conflict, and later it’s resolved and there’s a happy ending. (Bam!) I condensed it all into a single page. I was not going for an epic story here. Although, this is also where some pretty cool things happen.

Anybody who’s taken an English course knows that stories are jam packed with themes, and other such literary techniques. Even creative writing classes pay very close attention to the techniques of the great literary figures, and then judging the student by those works. (Seriously, creative writing courses, stop expecting your beginning students to aspire to Hemmingway, and then punishing them for not, you fucking sadists.) And there are always some very obscure themes that students find in works, such as Joyce’s use of the color brown in “The Dead.” I can’t speak for others, but I remember as a creative writing student, trying to work on my own fiction, I became overwhelmed with the thoughts of trying to write my stories with all the necessary elements that “great” fiction consists of. I’m so caught up in trying to write allusions and themes that I can’t put many words down without giving up in a fit of anxiety.

But here’s the cool thing: After writing my page long story, I found that the themes presented themselves. Likewise, the characterization presented themselves. I didn’t have to plan it out at all.

Some of the themes I found were those of overcoming fear, improving one’s self to be the best they could become, and overcoming adversity. Even though it was so short and simple, those themes were present, it was a short and simple story, but like I said, they presented themselves.

Recently I tried this exercise again but applied it to a longer piece. This time I gave myself I gave myself a page for each part: A page for the beginning, a page for the middle, and a page for the end. The plot this time: A guy moves into his apartment, the guy goes to a bar to meet a girl, and finally he gets rejected and goes home feeling better about himself for trying.

Now, since this is a longer story, just a couple pages longer than a single page, it’s a bit more sophisticated, and there are more details to be drawn out, and more complex themes. Now, again, this is not a novel… But if only it was! I’m still working on it, since, like I said, I’m a terrible writer. But once it’s done, I’ll share it, and perhaps get more writers cred.

My next piece will be much longer than that. Maybe I’ll give myself about five pages per section; a longer beginning, a longer middle, and a longer end. But again, All the details that a beginning writer such as myself would be concerned about simply present themselves. All the writer needs to do is allow themselves to present the story as true to themselves as they can. Let their weirdness come out, or their shyness, or their anxiety, or their shallowness, or whatever it is about them. Don’t worry about being great, just worry about making the work speak for yourself.

My Worldly Friend Has a Blog

A couple years ago I fond myself in a London night club, spending money I didn’t have, when I met this sweet girl from Italy who wore a dress that immediately set her apart from everyone else in the building.

We’ve managed to stay in touch over the years, albeit as much as two people can when separated by half a world and a slight language barrier. But strangely, I’ve done a better job at staying in touch with my worldly friends than I do my high school friends, and I can say i’m proud of that.

Her name is Sara Bardazzi. She is a fashion designer, and judging by the photo’s i’ve seen from her Facebook, I am not surprised.

And here I decided to share her blog with you.

I hope, dear readers, you’re able to read italian, because that’s the primary language. I can’t read a word of it, but i’ve been meaning to learn. In the meantime, enjoy this page, and give her some support. We could all use just a little bit of it every now and then.


A Short Video Series on Game Design

For about a year now i’ve been drawn to discussions about game design, and i’ve been frankly impressed by the sources in which such discussions came about. So once I discovered this YouTube fellow, who’s channel is snowman Gaming, put together this small collection focusing on game design, I decided to go ahead and post them here.

It’s a pretty good collection, he touches up on ideas and concepts that come up in game design discussions. The production values aren’t too bad either.

Seattle Protest, December 1, 2014, Photo Essay

Work sucked. On the way home, I stumbled onto a protest in downtown Seattle. The focus of the protest was a result from the recent Mike Brown incident.

I’ve never seen a protest before, at least not one that featured police in riot gear, standing at the side of the street carrying large clubs. Everything about this protest was peaceful, sure, but clearly, someone was prepared for violence. Some protestors certainly made an effort to antagonize the police under the guise of “peaceful protest,” and the police stood aside in military fashion and reacted when they had to.

I took all these photos with my crappy iPhone 4. I hope they speak so someone.

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